No Reserves - No Retreats - No Regrets
Showing posts with label angry moments. Show all posts
Showing posts with label angry moments. Show all posts

Friday, February 29, 2008

Just one of those Days

I'm in a bad mood today.
I just wanted to let you all know that.
Not that you knowing changes anything.
I just feel like screaming
and crying
and punching something
or someone.

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Ag.

I'm leaving.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Tears and a Rant...



Quest: a year long "Adventure Discipleship" course at Columbia Bible College.
I've been wanting to do this course since forever. A course that lets me learn where I love to be - outside. I started the application process like 2 months ago, finally got it finished about 8 days ago, and got told I would be contacted in 1 - 2 weeks about acceptance. Basically, from what I've heard, it's pretty hard to NOT get accepted...

I got the phone call today.

I'm not accepted.

Want to know why?
Actually I don't care if you want to know why or not, I'm going to tell you, because I am PISSED. (Yes mum, if you read this, I said a bad word. :P) I didn't get accepted because I AM A HOMESCHOOLER!!!! Basically because I don't have "English 11 or 12" and only did 6 months at Capernwray. She told me to take a course or 2 at TRU and try again next year. I hung up the phone and spent the next 10 minutes bawling in my room... another dream down the drain.

I told my parents and they weren't very impressed either. They said they would try and get ahold of some people and see what was going on. I guess technically CBC can't reject me because I'm a homeschooler... they need to at least do an English proficancy test.

But yeah, I'm in a bad mood now so I'm leaving and not thinking about it for awhile......