I'm a wimp, I know...

Wow,
Ok,
My embarrassing story of the day...
So I went in to the doctor to get a "questionable" mole removed...
(It was "exposed" to too much Aussie sun)
The Doc froze my arm up
(With a stupid needle)
And started cutting away
(They do a football shaped cut around the mole)
I was doing really good and was quite proud of myself for not being sick
(I get sick really easily around blood and medical smells)
Then he started stitching me up
(I had to get three stitches)
And I was still ok
(As in not dieing)
It hurt kinda bad when he tightened the stitches
(he basically ripped my shoulder off to get them tight)
But then it was all done and he said I was good to go
(He had cleaned up the blood from my gushing wound and had bandaged it up)
So got off the table and stood up
(I had been laying down on my side)
As soon as I stood up I started feeling a bit weird
(As in dizzy, sweaty, sick to my stomach)
The doc asked me if I was ok
(I remember saying something like "I don't know")
And the next thing I know I'm on the ground and everyone's leaning over me
Turns out I had passed out
But the doc had kinda suspected it as soon as he saw me
So he was able to catch me

Anyways that was a long way to tell a short story...
I passed out for the first time ever
And I feel stupid
Because it was for no good reason...

Me too:

I:
.hate talking on the phone
.am musically charged (it can motivate me to do great things, or crush me down to nothing)
.am a huge worrier
.am terrified of the unknown
.am actually really lazy
.am scared of heights, and get a crazy adrenaline rush from rockclimbing (no ropes)
.have a hard time listening for God
.actually don't mind the colors pink and purple (but only in certain shades)
.want to go skydiving, but NOT bungee jumping
.love black and white photos
.love hanging out with kids (any age)
.have a passion for leading unorganized groups
.love making people laugh
.am still unsure about my leadership abilities (not that I have them, but if I know how to use them)
.could comfortably live in the middle of the jungle, but also could stay in North America
.want to live a radical, barbaric, Christ following life, but am unsure how it all begins
.have control issues (no really?!) and have a hard time giving up my life to God
.have no idea what to do with my life
.don't really want to go to college
.learn from experiences
.love playing in the rain, but would way rather have a boiling hot day
.have issues with ownership (like things to have "have my name on them")
.love willow trees
.hate being depressed
.want to start a new stage of life- a fresh, excited, passionate, yet guarded new me


the end for now...